This is a quote that I can relate to. I honestly feel like i’m alone in this world. I feel as though people can see my pain but just doesn’t say anything.
People around me feel like i’m just looking for attention or empathy but i’m not. I drown myself in my depression all the time just to show my daughter I am strong for her but am I really? Ignoring my mental is showing my daughter that i’m strong. It’s the only way I can get through the day because as soon as I feel down or anything. People around me say you need to focus on your child and I get real defensive
Because I wake up every single morning to be here for my child. There are some morning that I don’t want to wake up because i’m just that down and just don’t want to wake up. I think sometimes I ignore the depression because I don’t want to be looked at a certain way. I don’t seek help because what do I say to the doctor:
I can’t tell him/her that i’m depressed because I can’t give my daughter a two parent home, because I never been in a relationship that lasted past a few months because I’m insecure about everything in my life. It’s a lot of things that I can say but I don’t because i’m scared to admit it.
i’m going to end this post by saying that there’s always a rainbow at the end of a storm.